Because I'm listening to KAT-TUN's Heartbeat right now and it's a happy song and a heartbeat means life and well ~
isn't this my first life signal in a long time? XD
I actually don't have time at all to write something but since I feel like I have to inform Deby about what's going on, here I go xD

( of love, friends and snow. )


It was super hard to draw this because the snow is FROZEN! ! :O
But I love you guys hehe, so I wanted to finish this entry with a heart for you! ~
-hugs all-

Eyleen ♥

Yes, I'm still alive actually. I'm incredible sorry for not reading any entries :/
But November is terrible, the month of the tests apparently, I hardly have any time and if so, I spend it with my friends or studying. ._.
A lot has happened. :) Good things mostly.
Once November ended, I try to catch up a little! :]
Miss you guys. :3

Hi, here's Eyleen who pretends to be busy and is freezing in COLD Germany! :D 

and also Eyleen who keeps herself happy with sugar. Haha :D  CUTE RIGHT ♥

( Hi, I need a new life :p )

Hi guys :D
Well, I said I wanted to write more in the last entry. Due to floppy_snoopi who remembered me with a comment of this story, I decided to finish a story that I haven't written on for more than a year. Well, I didn't finish the whole story yet but I got another chapter ready :) The first two chapters from a year ago are horribly written XDD I hope this one is better but you have to read the first ones for this XDD Well, I'll write more in the N/A then I think. And let me introduce my new love shortly ~ ♥ -points to icon- 2PM's Junsu! :D -jumps-
Let's go on with the fanfiction then XD

Title: The bench at the sea (Chapter 3)
Author: cherrylady6
Pairing: RyoDa, KameDa
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst, Romance
Beta by: No one this time as I'm too tired to actually re-read it and too lazy to send it to someone. Sorry for mistakes!
Disclaimer: Obviously they don't belong to me (but I wish :D). The plot is mine though.
Summary: Just one kiss from Kamenashi Kazuya changed the whole world of Ueda Tatsuya, yet his new love is the one to prevent him from exposing their relationship, keeping the reason for it as a secret. Nishikido Ryo knows about them but isn't sure about what to do as he fights with his own feelings. And there's also Akanishi Jin who follows his own interests.
Warning: Don't read this if you don't like Ueda x someone else than Ryo. Also, please read the longer N/A in my journal first.
N/A: I started to write this fiction over a year ago. My writing style changed a lot and so did the plot as I actually forgot it and thought of a new one! I still hope someone will read this because I put a lot of work into this, especially because school's eating my time and me. Not all of the characters are appearing yet, either all of the pairings. I could write down all of the pairings if you want to, I just thought it should be a little surprise. I don't think this will turn out long as I just write the things I think of and it won't be too complicated. I want to finish this series. I haven't written the whole story yet, so I can't promise constant updates. I will write whenever I have time and inspiration :) I hope you didn't lose interest. I also thought of changing the name but then I didn't because it would really change the story then. The first two chapters of this fanfiction are horrible. Really, if I had been reading it, I would've stopped. Grammar fail, short sentences, boring. But I think you have to know the story before you can start reading the actual Chapter 3. Thanks for reading all this if you did! ~

Chapter #1 // Chapter #2


( Chapter 3 - The world had just stopped to turn around. )

#♥

I just noticed that I write like one entry per month. Is that bad? xDD Well, I promised a friend of mine to write an entry sometime soon and I had to update for another one to show some photos, so here I am :]
A little while ago I wrote a very long text about planning to quit LJ because I couldn't see the time for it anymore. But I couldn't put it here .__. I'm not often around anymore but I'll definitely give my best to update with my friendspage and everything :) I love you guys just way too much, whee ~ :D I especially noticed it again on my birthday, when I read all those lovely messages. ♥
School started Thursday again. It feels already like an eternity! ~ And I have to take courses now, so I'm separated from nearly all my friends and I meet everyday new random people o.o How lucky that I learnt some time ago not to be that shy anymore, so it's fun :) But it's getting harder too, all the homework. And double lessons only now. D:
A lot of things are happening in my life at the moment :D But I won't write about that now, neither about fandom. I just put some photos from France here (because it'll need forever to upload them!) and explain them ^__^
Oh, and I'm also planning on writing more fanfction again. I got a lot of free hours in my schedule (so stupid x.x) and I got a lot of requests recently, so I may write more again. I hope so :D
Gaah, it's soo hot here .__. Oh, and I love F.T Island's new album! :D Okay, I'll stop now and post! XD

( Lots of heavy photos to come :D )

Yes I know my title is useless but I really like that song 8D


So I'm like not home for the whole weekend, except for now and I still have to study and shouldn't be here xD
School is quite good at the moment, the tests aren't as difficult as I thought they would be ^__^ (or maybe I just improved with studying the right things [or I improved because I'm actually studying and not only saying it like before xD]).
Next Friday I will have my theoretical driving test, I'm scared xD But I'm gonna do it somehow ~
I'm freezing here right now, the temperatures are incredibly low once again -shivers- And now I have to go out for my uncle's birthday D:
Mom's not here for this weekend, and dad's bothering me with all kind of things, so I better get out of here xDD
I have all kinds of countdowns in my head currently, such as the beginning of my holidays or my flight to France. Whee :) Makes me feel good~
I better be going now or dad will get mad :D

But the actually purpose of this entry was the meme I wanted to post xD -bricked- So here we go ~
Got it from dephi  :D

Comment, and I'll:
1. Tell you why I friended you.
2. Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a color, a photo, a word, etc.
3. Tell you something I like about you.
4. Tell you a memory I have of you.
5. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
6. Tell you my favorite userpic of yours.
7. In return, you must/can post this in your LJ.


And Acha is back ♥ -jumps around- Made me notice how much you can miss someone even though it's through the internet.

And Deby ~ take a look at my music. You've been a good/bad influence ~ (however you see it xD)

Oh but before, can you spot me here? ;D I'm kinda hidden, so I bet you don't. xD

Make it larger and look for me? :) Waah, I miss that time and those guys so much ♥

Can't spot me or want to check? :D Go here :)

I'm off :D

Edit: Why Yesung D: I loved your hair before. And Siwon ♥

I came home this morning around 5am? xD I'm kinda tired now ~
I spent my evening on that said birthday, or more on a surprise party and had a lot of fun. Especially with my little princess here :D

♥

Title: Lies (Part 3)
Author: cherrylady6
Pairing: RyoDa
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst, (Fluff)
Beta by: I re-read it myself and hope there aren't too many mistakes as my beta is currently in France :/ Feel free to correct me if you spot mistakes. :)
Disclaimer: Obviously they don't belong to me (but I wish :D). The plot is mine though.
Summary: To admit something is definitely not a strong point of Nishikido Ryo. Sometimes it's necessary though, especially if not admitting leads you to a complicated situation which is the case for Ryo and his relationship with Ueda. The misunderstanding Ryo caused isn't easy to clarify. Will he be able to fix it in the end?
Words total (all 3 parts): 13.360
Words (Part 3): 4.080

Part 1 // Part 2

Title: Lies (Part 2)
Author: cherrylady6
Pairing: RyoDa
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst, (Fluff)
Beta by: I re-read it myself and hope there aren't too many mistakes as my beta is currently in France :/ Feel free to correct me if you spot mistakes. :)
Disclaimer: Obviously they don't belong to me (but I wish :D). The plot is mine though.
Summary: To admit something is definitely not a strong point of Nishikido Ryo. Sometimes it's necessary though, especially if not admitting leads you to a complicated situation which is the case for Ryo and his relationship with Ueda. The misunderstanding Ryo caused isn't easy to clarify. Will he be able to fix it in the end?
Words total (all 3 parts): 13.360
Words (Part 2): 4.504

Part 1

Title: Lies (Part 1)
Author: cherrylady6
Pairing: RyoDa
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst, (Fluff)
Beta by: I re-read it myself and hope there aren't too many mistakes as my beta is currently in France :/ Feel free to correct me if you spot mistakes. :)
Disclaimer: Obviously they don't belong to me (but I wish :D). The plot is mine though.
Summary: To admit something is definitely not a strong point of Nishikido Ryo. Sometimes it's necessary though, especially if not admitting leads you to a complicated situation which is the case for Ryo and his relationship with Ueda. The misunderstanding Ryo caused isn't easy to clarify. Will he be able to fix it in the end?
Words total (all 3 parts): 13.360
Words (Part 1): 4.773


( Part 1 - 'I'm a bigger idiot than you actually think', said Ryo to himself. )

( Guh, updates :D )

And everyone who wrote something here ~ thank you so much! I really couldn't believe it when I saw my own thread there O.O I was like dying inside of happiness T__T THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVE YOU ♥

( Ueda omgggg :D )


And although it was raining today, I spent a lot of time outside ♥ Lazying around with my cat xD and observing people 8D

Yeah, I know I look like I had too much fun by myself in the first picture xDD
And my cat was lying there with me, though it rained slightly. And I thought cats are afraid of water :D

Better go to bed now :) Good night! ♥

Just a short entry :)

I will keep updating like this, so probably once a month, not more.
I don't want to lose this journal and either want it to be a dead journal
but time doesn't allow me more.
I enjoy commenting more than writing entries,
so I focus on that because I can only do one.
(And I'm already behind with that xD)
Forgive me that I'm late with commenting, too ;D

Anyway, thank you guys, for being there
and cheering me up when I'm in a bad mood ~
I'm so glad to have you ^__^
I love you ♥


Am off to study fufu ~

I just noticed that I never really ended my hiatus xDD Anyway, this is going to be a pretty short post :) I just finished updating my friends site, phew :D  I should stop being so lazy and do it everyday xD

Starting tomorrow, I will have my work placement for 2 weeks, so I'm probably busy again and comment late or answer late ne ~

I was too busy today to look through my magazines, Potato and Wink Up, though both of them have KAT-TUN on the cover DD: -dies-
AND I WANT THE POPEYE MAGAZINE DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

[ DEBY (okiita ). WHERE ARE YOU. I WANTED TO LOOK THROUGH THEM WITH YOU. COME ONLINE, DAMN IT. xD]


I hope everyone is doing fine :D And good luck for your finals, midterms or whatever is next for you ♥
Aww, I'm so scared of tomorrow, I don't know what's going to happen there xDD
I'm a coward .__.
I guess, it can't be called a hiatus xD But anyway.

And congrats, Nicole (knuddy )! xDDDD Now that you know your password again, hurry up and post. ♥

I love you guys :D Bye Bye ~ -waves-
I know, very pointless post, still I wanted to write that :D

Bye-bye kodoku na hibi yo
Bye-bye tooku sugita hi yo
Mamoritai hitoshizuku
Only lonely your tear drop

Aw, I love the new song, it's addicting xD -sings-
Currently downloading the B-Side! I'm excited ^-^
♥♥♥

Hey Yo Man :D I love Heechul just too much xD
It's so freezing here T__T I don't dare to go outside xDD But yesterday, Sarah and I waited around 10 minutes outside in the evening because her mother picked us up after cinema ... I thought I'd die xDD Anyway, now I stay inside xD
Twilight is so addicting somehow. I've never thought that ... xD
Somehow, everybody has done the rankers xDD Except me and Kelley asked me to, so ... it was so hard .__. After all, I'm an indecisive person!

I took all of them from here.

( Super Junior Ranker )

( JE Ranker )

( JE Singles Ranker )

Aww, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

I'm always kind of hyper, always kind of happy but today is definitely one of the most happiest day in my life! So, that's what real happiness is ..
I celebrated with my family already a little! When I went home, there were some presents from my friends who don't live here and omg I'm so happy!
A packet from Anisha-chan! I'm like jumping around but still I haven't opened it yet xD

I'm so thankful to everyone! I still remember Christmas last year, I got slowly into japanese things .. and now, korean and japanese bands took over my life completely! :D
And I got to know so many nice people! I can't express it in words!
I'm so unbelievable happy! I could really jump around now! And I'm going to church in a few minutes and see many of my other friends and wish them Merry Christmas ^^
Many of you are either not celebrating Christmas or celebrating it on the 25th ^^
Anyway, I wish everyone nice days and enjoy them ♥

Thank you for going with me through this year! Thanks for being there! Thanks for writing with me! For sharing your life with me! For making me smile all the time! For fangirling with me! For writing silly things with me XD
I can't thank everyone enough! ~

And after church, this evening, I'm going to call Biggy-chan! Aww, I miss her so much! I need to tell her so many things! :D And I'M so freaking happy, whutt xDD
Probably the happiest entry I ever wrote!

And .. and .. real happiness is being with the family right? <33 I experienced being loved today. Being a real family!! I didn't experience it for long because of my dad (I have a stepdad and a real dad ne ~). But today, we were all so happily together and I felt so good! It's just amazing how the atmosphere was! My father surprised me so much! His behaviour was so different .. and I felt so loved. And we had so much fun xDD There was Milian, our little guy between us and he was so funny xDD
I could write 10.000 other things but .. I think I need to get ready for church now xD

I want to thank again everyone ne .. and thank you for all the presents, for wishing me Merry Christmas, that makes me happy as well, I can't believe I have so many good friends *__*

And thanks to Lan, I have a new favourite song!! You told me soo long ago .. on your birthday .. and I finally listened to it and the song is so great! I love it! xDD
I miss you all so much! Everyone, enjoy these days!
*hugs tight*
THANK YOU. I LOVE YOU. ♥♥
*jumps away* XD


I love their hair in this picture XDDD The old days ne haha <33


EDIT: ( My presents )


And everyone else who greeted me, thank you. I wish you the best. ♥



Magic Castle [Piano] - Kim Heechul

It's actually a song from DBSK! (Magic Castle)
But I'm currently watching 'Bad Family', a korean drama with Heechul,
and Heechul sang it during the drama and it was so pretty ..
I heard the song than the whole night, from DBSK,
and everytime Jae started to sing the high part I started crying
because the episode I watched ended so sad iyaaa >__<
Anyway, I listen to this song all the time now, I just wanted to share it ♥

I hesitated really long with this. But I think it's kind of unavoidable now ~

I will be on hiatus from now on.

I have no idea how long, probably until Christmas due to all the tests I'm writing now.
I have to study a lot and I think you noticed that I haven't been posting something the last days.
I'll continue to check the communities and probably the personal LJ's too but I can't promise :]
And though I'll leave a comment, I probably won't answer it >__< Sorry.

xDD It's probably a mean thing to say but I hope you'll miss me a bit.
But on the other hand, I'm more on semi-hiatus because I still check on LJ's and everything.
I don't have a good feeling for all the tests I've written so far and for all the upcoming ones either xD
But I just have to do it, somehow and I will do it somehow ^^
And then there are Christmas presents and everything, ouch :)

I hope I can update some time until Christmas, it's a whole month ne. But we'll see.

But .. I can't leave w/o showing off my posession ^-^

SHOUT-OUT's under the cut as well ♥


( Heavy pictures here ♥ )

 

 

I'll end my long picture with a Super Junior pic then.
MEMBER AI? :DDD
They're cute ne. And Wookie's look haha xD
But wtf, Henry, what're you doing huh xD

Okay, I'm off to study geography ne ^^
I'll miss posting. But at least I can comment ne ~

Bye Bye Byecicle ~
*waves & hugs all*

 

Here's Part 2. I don't know why I'm putting it online but that's my heart ne :)

Words: All in all, 5443

 

This is of course dedicated to Anisha-chan [samantha_0311 ]
because she's the one I've avtually written it for :)
I love you hun ~ *hugs*

First, I have to congratulate Koki ne :D It's already the 5th, time's passing by so fast xD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOKI!! ~

Iyadaaaa xDDD I keep saying this a lot the last days.
Well, Acha's fault haha xD I keep saying it since I read it in one of her entries xD
Umm, today was really fun haha xDD
I had to 'teach' my class ne xDD
It was weird but somehow fun xD And then I was at Biggy's xD
Umm, I told her about SuJu but I noticed once again that their names are sooo complicated xD
I watched with her Haengbok, everything's okay xD
Then I watched Don't Don with her, I got confused with the names already xDD
And then we watched U and then again the chinese version, I didn't know any names after that xDDD
Except Sungmin, I can point him out everywhere xDD And Kyuhyun, a little.
I'm slowly liking Donghae more though xDD 
I just sent Biggy the drama Kelley showed me once with KyuMin ♥ :D
Currently, we're checking Donghae's wiki profile xDD There's a lot!

Aww, actually, I don't have time xDD I just wanted to wish Koki a nice day ne ^^
And I wanted to post the OneShot I've written for Anisha-chan.
It's not related to Koki in any way, it's with Shige and Yunho (DBSK) but however xD
I don't expect someone to read it though xD But I just wanted to show my work of the last days xD
And Anisha liked it, that's all that counts for me because I've written it for her ne!!
Well, there's no Yaoi this time xD Anisha doesn't like it, so.
Anisha-chan is the main person, so, it's a girl this time. It was interesting to write xD
And I never wrote Shige and Yunho before, therefore, I fail xDD


Title: Be With You
Author: cherrylady6 
Rating: PG
Pairing: Shige x OC // Yunho x OC
Summary: Anisha is deeply in love with Shige until she sees Shige with a girl and misunderstand the situation. Sad over this, she goes to a bar to forget her pain and meets Yunho. He seems to like her a lot from the first moment on.
A/N: Dedicated to my beloved Anisha-chan [samantha_0311 ]. I wrote it for her birthday, 03.11. I love you so much, dear ♥

 

( Unknown Caller? )



That was Part 1. LJ told me that my post is too big xD I had to cut it.